Can one be utterly awe-struck and ethical when it comes to the United Arab Emirates?

As Cop28 UAE drew to its unsatisfactory conclusion, it felt ironic to find myself standing in the Rub’ al Khali desert south of Abu Dhabi, home to the largest oilfield in the world, learning from a little tour into the dunes how fossil fuels were created from, well, fossils. I know, duh, so obvious. But they are the fossils of the living creatures that died out when the earth heated and killed them all. It was one of those kind of cosmic full circle / cycle moments. 

I was never naturally drawn to the Middle East, but when an opportunity arose to visit the United Arab Emirates, I embarked on the trip with the same determination with which I approached the research behind my book on WW2: to suspend judgement of perceived villains in order to try to understand, in this case those who are producing the black sticky substance that is now threatening to kill us all. 

Within the context of the environmental disaster story, it is all too easy to dismiss places such as Dubai as mere playgrounds for foreign fat cats, one Big Dick competition between oil-rich nations with just-because-we-can attitudes. Yet within minutes of my arrival, my jaw was hanging open and it rarely closed over the following week.

My astonishment came not so much from the giddying heights of shiny vertical monoliths thrusting into an intense cobalt sky scribbled with diagonal crane arms, but from the fact that less than eighty years ago when much of Europe lay in ruins, this whole area was desert inhabited by nomadic Bedouin living in tents. After so many years focused on the destruction of war, I found it staggering, humbling, inspiring even to witness construction on such a scale: 360° infinity pools suspended 200 meters in the air, restaurants, offices, malls, endless apartments (all serviced by smiley Indians, Pakistanis and Africans keen to make money as most Emiratis don’t work or even live here.) Not to mention the Burj Khalifa, the worlds tallest building at 830 meters…

Further down the coast in Abu Dhabi, a brand-new Louvre, a Guggenheim in the making, the breath-takingly beautiful Sheikh Zayed Grand Mosque and vast Qasr Al Watan Presidential Palace… (in order below)

Terrible inequalities within this gleaming urban landscape are inevitable and as old as the world. But for once I allowed myself to temporarily look beyond the blatant, at times nauseating bling and consumerism and enjoy areas where sheer skill and innovation meet deeply considered, exceptionally designed aesthetics and architecture.

A few days of cycling through the different districts that transform into twinkling wonderlands as the red ball of the sun plummets behind the horizon, left me questioning the ethics of my unstoppable sense of awe… admiration even. Was it misplaced within the context of all that is wrong with Dubai, excessive wealth, power, oil? Or did it arise from the sense that I was witnessing the creation of modern-day equivalents to the buildings of antiquity? Cathedrals, pyramids, temples… also built using underpaid workforces or slaves and designed to reflect the beliefs of the times and honour the God(s) of a particular culture. From the widespread secular perspective of the 21stcentury, those Gods were clearly false. And yet we still appreciate with wonder what was created in their name. 

What particularly struck me were the gaps between the buildings so integral to the overall impact of this brand new, place. The negative spaces of empty sky between the materiality of the physical manifestations. 

Materialism, in the philosophical sense of the word, started with a shift in the perception of reality from a focus on the invisible, creative force of life, often located far above, to the physical world below. It was the transition Giotto made in art in the 14th century from the gold or deep blue heavens of Byzantine art to the cerulean sky of the natural world. 

I initially decided these glitzy skyscrapers were obvious ‘Temples to Oil’ designed to boast and out-do competitors in height and status. But a week with my brother, who has lived and worked in the Middle East for over a decade, made me see it is not as simple as that. That they are less odes to oil and more a demonstration of what can be done with money. 

Ultimately I could not live in such a place. Far more appealing were the small coastal town of Khasab in the Musandam region of North Oman where brightly clothed children waved at us from dusty building plots and pristine fjords surrounded by soft golden cliffs were home to dolphins, tropical fish and small isolated villages of fishermen.

I wonder whether one can compare the money made from oil with the money made from drug dealers. Are the dealers to blame or is it the need for any destructive substance that lies at the root of the problem or dependency that inevitably develops? I have much more to learn, digest and think about and I am aware my ponderings are based on the superficial experience of an uninformed tourist. But the trip has undoubtedly broadened my mind and changed some of my perceptions of the world. For starters, it made me want to throw all my carefully segregated recyclables straight into the bin… what is the point after all?! But the idea of blaming some generic environmental ‘baddy’ also reminds me of the Dire Straits lyrics: “When you point your finger cos your plan fell through, you got three more fingers pointing back at you.” After all, don’t I belong to the nations who discovered oil, grew their industries, wealth and world influence from it, enjoyed the comforts and conveniences it brought and subsequently became utterly dependent on it?

If I don’t get another chance, I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for reading my Blogs and to wish you very happy, peaceful festivities ahead, warm homes and hearts and a wonderful start to 2024.

5 thoughts on “Can one be utterly awe-struck and ethical when it comes to the United Arab Emirates?

  1. Dear Angela,

    Thank you so much. This is NOT “the superficial experience of an uninformed tourist”. Not AT ALL!! It is a beautifully thought-provoking masterpiece – both verbal and visual!

    Modern life seems to leave little time for any pause and reflection, let alone mature reassessment of what really matters. I confess that in my case, daily occupational exigencies and mundanities usually consume most of my energy and attention.

    BUT – when a new Findlay piece arrives, the storm in my in-tray miraculously calms. Thoughtfulness and insight move to centre stage – not craving or demanding attention, just quietly commanding it. Thank you again.

    Thank you also for your seasonal greetings and all best wishes to you and yours for a peaceful and Happy Christmas,

    Lots of love,

    David

    P.S. My personal thought is that the answer to your headline question must surely be “yes”. Reading your words, I was suddenly reminded of how deeply moved I had been on my first visit to the Alhambra in Granada. The parallels you draw with the great buildings of the past are surely valid – from Stonehenge and the Pyramids, through the Coliseum, to the Taj Mahal and the Hoover Dam. Ethics do need to be gently separated from awe and aesthetic appreciation, don’t they …. ? Not blinded by them, but just kept sensibly in a slightly separate compartment. I guess ….. 🤔 ….. though you describe all this so much better than I do.

  2. I don’t always have the time to read your blogs but something drew me to this one. It is a really interesting piece and I can identify 100% with your awe and your associated feelings of doubt/disorientation.
    I don’t have a lot to add other than to expand on what I believe you are saying yourself: we tend to think of the modern world as the result, not only of oil wealth, but also of inventiveness, creativity, the advance of science whereas, in fact, it is virtually ALL the fruit of fossil fuel.
    This might appear to be a pessimistic view, given that fossil fuels have turned to poison. However I believe, there is one (rapidly diminishing) way forward and that is to use the same abundance, ingenuity and creativity to develop sustainable technologies.
    I think it was Buckminster Fuller who talked of fossil fuels as comparable to the yolk of an egg – absolutely essential for the chick to get a start in life but, once the yolk is used up, there is no alternative other than to break out of the egg and find a way of living in balance with the environment.
    David Wilson

    • What a great response David Wilson. It really clarifies what I, as a novice to the area, felt and was trying to convey from first impressions. I love the egg yolk comparison… so true. Thank you for reading and hope that going forward, you might find some of my other blogs draw you in too.

  3. Dear Angela
    Thank you for another stimulating , insightful view of the world …..we too were left with disconcerting observations of Dubai, albeit on a 48 hour visit.
    We also ‘admired’ the grandest, tallest, most costly buildings from an ‘air conned’ taxi, no bikes for us in the high temperature/humidity.
    Wherever we went, armies of guarded gardeners manicured immaculate gardens even adjacent to the city highways.
    Maids swept and waiters served in ‘French’, ‘Italian’ restaurants.
    In the hotel pool, nannies occupied crowds of children for hours, “mums” making cursory visits. Tight jeans, stilettos are covered up for decency’s sake, and, for the same reason make little contact with their children frolicking in the water.
    Another driver took us to visit the museum of Bedouin Life…the simple life set in plaster of Paris with a good sprinkle of sand….not unlike our current nativity scenes.
    I insisted on dipping my toes in the Arabian Sea, under the disapproving eye of two armed soldiers with matching 4 wheel drive vehicles, keeping an eye on chaste couples, merely watching the sun go down.
    Hours later we observe the same wet haired group of kids, longing for home.
    Where is home even for these ‘well to do’ kids?
    What of those gardeners, builders, maids, waiters? Where do they live?

    This is the contemporary version of the model ‘we’ set 100’s, 1000’s of years ago in the affluent cities East and West, North and South

    On today’s lunch time news: politicians were hand wringing over our inability to “grow the economy” as of years gone by. Not a word of concern that such affluence is now suffocating our world and breeding poverty of both mind, body and spirit.

    I guess its all more obvious in Dubai: their fast and furious development, urgently before ‘their’ oil ‘runs out’.

    It’s all too easy to wag a critical finger.
    Thank you for making me think.

    See you soon
    Liz J

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